Draco Malfoy

I've not updated this in a while. Much has gone on since I last did so. I'll start from what I can remember.

I suppose it was abtuo a month ago that Kage told me that he had split Ansem from Riku. I'm...not sure whether or not I'm happy about that. On the up side, Riku has his life back again from what I've seen and he definitely looks happier. But...on the other hand, Riku and Sora and maybe even this...Cloud guy I've been hearing about...and Link...all of them could be in grave danger. I just hope Kage and I can occupy enough of Ansem's time that he won't go search Riku or Sora out.

On that note, Ansem...has begun living with Kage and I. It's obvious from my stand point that they have some almost...romantic feeling for each other. I somtimes wonder if I should move out, but the two of them together...they're both so dangerous by themselves that...I worry about leaving them alone together.

And on that topic, a while ago...I was study quietly only to be interrupted by a very worse for the wear Kage. He's never been injured that badly before. I healed all of the fatal wounds and managed to get him onto the couch...and then I turned on the TV, which was a mistake. I swear to god I've never been so angry with Kage in my life. He had attacked Link, who I learned was lying in a coma in the hospital. After that...I'm not really sure what happened. It's all a big blur of anger...I think my mind has blocked it out, and for that I'm grateful.

Things have got back to normal. I learned from Riku that Link is recovering back at home. I'm almost afraid to go see him. I'm not sure why, but...perhaps I'll go by and see him today or tomorrow.

On a much happier note, I met a guy named Axel who is...gorgeous. He's new and just transfered in, and we seem to get along really well so. Within the first hour of knowing each other, we were alread ditching class...due to a very trying game of hangman.

( Private thoughts )

And with that, I must be off...I have class in about thirty minutes, and I get to see Axel *blush*. Call the cell if you guys want to do something!

( Private )

On the other hand...what's happened to Riku...*shiver* I wish there was some way I could help. I know Sora is just being torn apart by this. Riku's not woken up yet in the hospital and apparently he's in a coma of sorts. Too much blood loss and mental and physical trauma. I'm not sure how he'll be when he wakes up, but I think Sora will be there. I hope that he'll be ok, and I hope for both of their sakes that this Ansem guy will be out of their lives soon.

On that note, since Riku's not going to be there, I'm skipping Astronomy and going to visit him at the hospital. If anyone else would like to pay him and Sora a visit, the room number is 365.

It seems that I've been neglecting this for quite a bit...Quite a lot has happened since I last updated. Let's see...

Kage and I have been living together for a month or so now. I must say I am quite surprised that he made it through our little bet, though I'm not sure if the whole "Stay with you permanently" thing will uphold. *sigh* I suppose that it's better than nothing. As long as he's there for me when I need him most, then that's all that matters to me. He's told me multiple times that he wishes he could love me. I'm guessing that due to the nature of his exhistence, he isn't able to love. Though the fact that he wishes he could is pleanty for me. He's been better than he used to be...as far as raping people and things like that goes. I hope that he is making some progress to settling down a bit more...I would hate to have to...let's just leave it at I hope to GOD he's making progress.

My dreams of Harry are becoming more frequent and more realistic. I've woken up so many times yearning to talk to him...hell even just see him...I always end up crying and waking Kage up. I'm surprised that he takes it so well, as if it were him talking about someone else...I would have to admit I would be incredibly jealous. However, that's not the point. I'm hoping that I'll never have to see Harry on this island as it will mean he is safe in Hogwarts. That's the most I can hope for for him. In the mean time, I'm thinking about visiting with Tomoe about my reoccuring dreams and seeing if there is a way to stop them. Kage mentioned wiping my memories of Harry...though I'm afraid that if I do forget, I'll forget forever.

On a slightly happier note, I was practicing magic in the library the other day when a small girl happened upon my empty study room. Her name was Kisa, and she seemed to be so fascinated by my magic. It really was quite adorable. I showed her a few spells and she asked some questions. She seemed to be incredibly interested in aging charms. I had just so happened to learn one and she asked if I could make her older. She wouldn't tell me why she wanted to be older, but then again it wasn't really my place to know something like that. After asking her about twenty times if she was sure, I performed the charm and to my surprise it worked. She's an eighteen year old now...and quite a beautiful one if I do say so myself. Now I'm looking for a counter curse to test out to see if I can change her back to her rightful age. So far...no luck. I do hope that I can find one within a month...I'm not quite sure how an aging charm affects the growth process...

Apparently...Yuki and Kyo were kidnapped from Link? I had only heard rumors, but when I spoke to Riku, I found out it was true. I feel absolutely terrible for them and wish I could do something. I really can't do anything by myself though, and Kage is quite unwilling to help me, the smarmy git. Though...he wasn't really close to the three (I use that phrase loosely), so I really couldn't expect him to help. When Riku went out to search, I went with him, though we didn't find them even after four hours. Last time I saw Riku, apparently someone named Haruka had found Kyo and Kyo had lost his memories. I've been looking for a memory restore charm ever since I heard the news, though I'm not sure if it would be the healthiest thing to do. Apparently Kyo and Link are in a class together...I'm going to switch into one of Kyo's classes, Astronomy, as I need to learn it for magical purposes. That way I can keep an eye on him as well for Link if he so desires.

Hmm...I suppose that's it...If I remember anything else, I'll post up here again.

( Private )

Well...>.> I dunno what to update on really. Went out with Yuujiro and Tooru a while back...that was fun! Although...I think Tooru may not like me very much...I asked him why he hated me and he said something, but I couldn't hear it cause the arcade was loud. I managed to talk my father into letting me stay out later...thank god...maybe i'll hit a bar or something soon. That would be nice. I wonder if Yuujiro would come with me...I bet he's a really fun drunk >3 I'm not thinking naughty things...i swear...

I spent all day today cleaning...>< stupid mother won't get off her lazy ass to do it herself. crap...speak of the devil...and i mean that literally...gotta go!

The past week has been...Interesting...I'm not sure what's going on with me. I remember something. In addition to flying. The colors green and silver, the sorting ceremony. Slytherin. It's all just a jumble of words and images, but I remember them...There has to be some explination...I remember...Harry. I'm not sure who that was, but I remember hating him. I don't remember a face, or anything like that. Just the name Harry...and a burning hatred for him. But there was something else there. Besides the hatred...I can't really place it. *headdesk* I think I'm going to pass out...

( Private thoughts )

Alright...off to go clean up some more around the house...just cause it's buggin me that we don't have a damn house elf or something that's already doing it...house elf...why does that sound familiar...? *facepalm* I'm going now!

Draco

( Private )

Gods...I'm so glad the storm is over...I was so worried all night for Yuujiro. He went out into the storm right before it hit, and I haven't heard from him at all. I would die if he was hurt I hope he's ok...Father is making me pull down all of the ply-wood we put on the windows...frankly I don't see why he can't get off his lazy ass and do it himself, but...*shrug* gives me a chance to work on my tan that will last about an hour...why the hell do i have to be naturally so damn pale? >< oh well...*sigh* I'm off to go get started on that...I'm just glad the sun is shining again! Maybe I'll go to the beach afterwards...visit Sora like I said I was gonna...ah! But he's still at Riku's right? >.> I dunno...I'll get it figured out...haha! I'm outta here!

Draco

Such terrible headaches have been plaguing me lately. Must be the drop in pressure from the hurricane. I'm surprised we still have power and internet, seeing as we keep getting the bands off of the storm. *shrug* I'll use it while I have it! At least I'm getting an update in.

Angel is as rambuncious as EVER...I still love him though. Father has certianly taken a liking to him and has decided that he likes the name "dragon" for the little bugger better than "angel"...father really is strange sometimes. Either way, Angel likes both names so...*shrug* doesn't matter to me!

I keep having dreams about...flying. Gods I wake up with such awful headaches afterwards. But! It's so strange! It's like magic. Seriously. Like with brooms and wands and stuff. It's kinda really freaking me out. I had this one particular dream about...dressing up in this green and silver outfit. I think it was a uniform of sorts, cause everyone around me had it on too. I was carrying a broom and...then the next thing I knew I was in the air on this broom searching for something. I get the feeling it was called a...sneak?....sni...s n i...crap...I can't remember anymore. It all felt so familiar. I've been out of it all day, just thinking about that dream. Father has asked me pleanty of times if something was on my mind, but I just opted to not tell him, as he thinks magic is preposterous. *rolls eyes* I think it could be quite real...they'd say things like Abra Kadabra! and...Wingardium Leviosa! *shrugs* I don't know...seems like something magic-y. Don't you think? I could just imagine it. Just a swish and a flick and the words "wingardium leviosa" and you could...i dunno...make stuff float or something crazy like that. That would be so cool! *silly grin* It would be so wicked if that was real!

( Private )

Anyway! I'm off to go to bed! Maybe have some more dreams about magic or something? I'll tell you what...those headaches are totally worth the feeling I get when I have those dreams! Such comfort and familiarity...feels like I've done it all before. It's quite nice actually...the rush of the wind through your hair as you dive down to reach out for the snitch...SNITCH!! that's it!! That's what it's called! Ha! I feel better now...it was bugging me that I couldn't remember the name...Ok! I'm off to bed! Night~!

Draco

As it turns out Angel is as devious as he is cute. Which is pretty damn devious...He managed to get into the bag that had all of the cat food in it and ate well over a quarter of it (it's not a big bag...just a normal sized one) But even then, that's a lot of cat food. He's still absolutely adorable though (and no, you will never hear me say that again). Yuujiro thinks that I should've gotten a ferret...but ferrets give me a strange feeling. I'm not really afraid of them or anything. I just get the feeling that I've had a bad experience with them before. I can't remember it though. How strange. My parents can't seem to recall me ever owning a ferret either...interesting.

( Note to Yuujiro )

Well...I'm off to go to the beach for a while. For some reason I love the beach. I half expect a giant squid to just pop up from the surface and eat some random annoying kid. XP Giant squid...how cool would that be? Pretty soon some time, I'm going to go out to the woods. I need to explore the whole island! Maybe meet some more people? That sounds good! I'm off!

~Draco

How is it that everyone on the island has one of these? Oh well...I guess I'll conform for now. I have to figure out how to use this thing though. It'll take time...

Hmm...interesting. Everyone here is so...friendly. It's strange. But I guess I can deal with it for now. Father is being so admint on me going out and doing things with the local kids. Since when does he care about stuff like that? Maybe it's the island air getting to him. I guess I should just play along for now. Who knows...maybe I'll meet someone I can actually connect with...I'm out! Bye!

Draco